True-Faced

Dear Lord,
Fill me with your grace today. I don’t want to be an imposter for your love; I want to be completely honest and truthful in my desire to know you.

I do not want to put on a show for you Lord; I want to be true-faced and full of grace. I am not an actor; I want my actions to be inspired by You.

Thank you for adopting me into your kingdom, I am not worthy.
My love can never compare to Yours, but I want to get as close to it as possible.

I want to know you better than I know myself. I want you to encompass every crevice of my mind, body, and spirit. You know my heart, and if I trust and love you more, others will know mine. I’m not here to please You through deeds alone; I am not here to put on a show. I am here because You have created me so, I am here to perform Your will.

I trust You, and I am longing to trust You more. I am here to love You, and desire to love You more.

Only You have the power to fix me, broken as I am.
Only You can deem me worthy of Your praise, no one on this earth can.

Let me live only for You, let me dismiss those who are un-true, and pray that they too, will become true-faced.

Thank You for not forgetting me, and for picking me out of this bunch of miss-fits. I am truly undeserving-once spiritually dead, but resuscitated.
Once a shadow blindly following the ways of the world, now a light beaconing towards my new home.